just had a mini panic on the phone to my mum, god i hate this anxiety just when i thought i had shifted it.

moz ....fesival soon?

one more get up and a week off

Sorry Moz, I know it can really knock confidence when something you think you're over rears its head again. It doesn't mean you haven't made progress though so try to keep your thoughts on the bright side!

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Who here is in the south of England, again? I fancy moseying on down or something in a few months as I've not been down south much, figured we could have a little meet-up?

yeah dude come on down, plenty of good places down here....defo up for a uk meet.......my home is all yours

I am

@ Holly from way back: Sorry, my post was misleading! I'm not in Brazil yet, give me about 2 and 1/2 weeks :D Also about what's going on with your skin, have you heard of keratosis pliaris? I know people with eczema/psoriasis are prone to it, and what you described sounds somewhat like it. If that is what your condition ends up being, I would skip anything the dermatologist tries to prescribe to you, because it's likely really expensive and totally ineffective. If that ends up being your diagnosis, let me know and I'll give you some healing suggestions! I have it on the backs of my arms! And I'm sending some positive vibes your way lady, I know you've been through a lot with your stay over there

Moz, I agree with Paul! Don't forget all of your progress just because of one set back, most things worth achieving don't necessarily come easily.

Christa, have fun on your days off, and on your awesome jaunt to glass beach!

Happy late birthday Skizz!!!

How cool is this installation?

Wow! Who made that, Lauren?

I was kinda dreading my dentist appointment today because I haven't been in 2 or 3 years, and I have a wisdom tooth growing in. But everything was absolutely fine, they just had a little poke around and I was done. :)

Also;

So today was hard. Man, it never gets easier. I miss my wonderful woman so very much. I am adrift at my Nan's house before I make the long lonely journey back to were I live, its not home. Home is where Holly is. It just feels discordant being apart.

My countenance is just odd too. I had a patient not recognise me yesterday on a job, and when they finally realised who I was they rather perceptibly asked that it wasn't just the loss of my hair that I was saddened by....

Thanks for the support Sara, it means the world to have such understanding and generous friends such as our DT family. Hugs to all.

Awww Nathan, my heart aches that you and Holly have to spend time apart!

man hugs dude....the love of a good woman is a powerful thing...start planning for your next meet